owen.. you made me laugh and cry at the same time..Chicken pox??.. isn't it a kids' illness, particularly those under age 12?
poor thing.. i am really sorry to hear it.. :(
here are some advices:
Get Rid of Chickenpox Scars
Step1
Talk to a dermatologist. Have your skin and scars evaluated by a professional before you try any products or home remedies. A dermatologist will have many different options for you to consider.
Step2
Apply sandalwood oil and Vitamin-E onto your skin. If you scars are not as deep or old, you can rub some sandalwood oil Vitamin-E based products onto your scars. Do this consistently for a few months until the scars have healed.
Step3
Try laser treatment. If the scars are old or very deep, creams and lotions will most likely not work. You might have to consider removing these types of scars with an intense laser treatment at your dermatologist's office.
Step4
Consider excision by your dermatologist or doctor. Excision is the removal of scars by cutting them off and stitching the skin closed. This option is especially suitable for deep scarring. You will still have some scarring, but it will be much less noticeable than the chickenpox scars.
Step5
Get a Microdermabrasion treatment. Microdermabrasion is a deep facial peel that removes a very fine layer of skin. This process will remove scars from on the surface of your skin. Get this process done at a clinic or certified spa for best results.
Good luck sweetie.. :)

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