I understand how you feel. My advice for you would be..dont leave the guy YET!Get a job,make new friends, keep your options open, be strong and never give up!

Once you know that you're ready to leave him, just go and dont ever look back!

i know you love him and hes everything to you and yada yada...but its not worth it!trust me on this!You're still young and single. Dont sacrifice yourself now for someone who doesnt deserve you!

And talk to your parents, they are the only ones who will always be there for you no matter what happened.Im serious!

You need to be strong punky!If i can do it, im sure you can,right!Keep in mind that what doesnt kill you,it makes you stronger!

"If things take an occasional turn you hadnt planned on,
dont be tempted to call it a mistake, just call it life,
and tuck the experience in your back pocket for safe keeping. Pretty soon you can take it out, share it with someone else and call it wisdom."