to every one: i am truly sorry for whatever this topic may have caused i did not post this to glorify my sexual preference neither to get famous, like i said i am new here in QL though i have been reading so many topics posted....i never thought i would seek strange people advise about my situation but here i am asking for everyone's opinions....thanks for the opinions, for those whose advise is heartwarming, thank you...for those whose opinions and reactions are not so good...thanks also...i appreciate it...