Thank you Kenya queen and mandi for being so helpful and understanding.

Truly my cursing was not to offend anyone. I am just having a nervous breakdown at the moment.

I will try to get in contact with the embassy again in order to retain a lawyer.

My husband finally answered a phone call.

He has said that unless he will only talk with me if he picks me up and returns to that apartment. And I am scared he will try to take my other two children when that happens.

I don't know what to do???
I want to work this out but I am so scared of going with him because I don't know what he is capable of doing to me.