I am so thankful some things are not available back home, cause I probably would've been on them. LOL Coping mechanism is all they are. Whether its pills, or alcohol or women or men, whatever, its just something to dull the pain. Trouble is you keep having to take more and more to dull yourself. Sadly with Heath it was just too much on his system.

"Jordan's gonna have a case of "assus beatus redus". That's Latin for I'm gonna beat his a55 til it glows."
RIP Bernie Mac