My best reply to those that doubt my intentions, is a part of an opinion from Sheikh Muhammad Nur Abdullah, president of ISNA (Islamic Society of North America):

"First of all, a person cannot put a condition for his or her conversion, i.e., that he or she is embracing Islam just to get married to so-and-so. This is not accepted when stipulated and clearly stated. However, if anyone says the Shahadah, then we accept his or her conversion even though his or her intention might be impure, as we are supposed to deal with people based on what they show us and Allah takes care of their real intentions that they hide inside themselves."

If i'm wrong i'll be punished but if i'm right others will be punished, on other words, only God/Allah knows truelly, if he created me the way he did, he must have his reasons right?
Why you guys feal that's offensive?

Only God Can Judge Me
الله فقط يمكنه محاكمتي

I am you and you are me, if you love i love, if you suffer i suffer
أنا أنت, و أنت أنا, إذا أحببت نفسك أحببت نفسي, إذا عانيتَ عانيتُ