As I said...I never considered myself as a girl till college...lol I was always in the company of boys but never got attracted to anyone...until this hottest guy in the neighborhood confessed his love..and all my female friends was like ...wow you are so lucky that he asked you out and we are trying to get his attention for yrs...but I politely refused saying that I can be his friend but not his lover for obvious reason that my brother will kill me if he knew that I am dating someone at 17..(which was not allowed in our culture those days...many of my friends had boy friends without family's knowledge..and I cannot lie to my mom)

So my first and last love is my one and only hubby….