In a way it is good you are asking questions, for all mi understandings can be clarified through asking questions and seeking answers for them. I suggest you join any of the Islamic centers in Canada (i have no idea if such centers exist in Canada).
Also it would be nice if you could speak out frankly with your husband and sort out issues.
Also please refer to this website to get ur queries answered from a very knowledable person.
www.islamhelpline.com

Wasalam