It means I do believe in Jesus Christ and God. I pray every single night. But I do believe that the scriptures were written by people and, therefore, are not perfect. I also believe they were a product of their time, meaning that if they were written today, a lot would be different. I believe you go to heaven through your deeds not through your belief. You do bad here, you'll pay, as simple as that. I believe that God is very understanding and good and He would not punish someone who had led a good life but did not believe in Christ.