You wish to marry for your own selfish nature. In other words satisfy your lust and keep your conscience clean. Yurrrkkk.

I feel desperately sorry for your wife and children. I hope your wife has the ability to kick your sorry a** to the kerb and move on.

Did you ever think to work on your marriage and improve your relationship with your wife? No, of course not...you've just given in all too easily to temptation.

Loser.

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