For your kind words, I was feeling very low yesterday. I know its part of life...but really really hard to over come the grief.

Swissgirl I wish he was in a place where I could reach him through calls or mails, he is no more in this world.

Britexpat I don’t know why I want to go back. But I think I miss him more here than in my own country.

Deep that’s what holding me back. My hubby, my son…. cannot leave them here and go back...also I don’t want to leave my mom back home.

I know life has to move on but…..