which number are you dialing exactly? :( I guess you were trying the old one ... anyway ... nvm, I'm really really ... sigh ... I don't feel like talking to any ... even my own self ... would love to kill the thoughts that I have there to I won't think anymore or listen to those :(

So how are you doing these days? Hope that life is treating you better ...

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. (Gautama Buddha)