me and thank yourself for sharing this with us, at least you got the courage to do but I never did ... the pain is eating me alive and I can't stop it.

Sadness is changing everything into darkness..
The sun set and never shine again..
The wind is blowing and seems never to stop..
The rain won't fall and water that deserted heart of mine..
The seconds are going into minutes, which goes into hours and those pass like years..
The nights are so long and the days are too short..
The time is passing too slow, the moments are so heavy, the whispers are nothing but shouts in the mid-night silence ... waking up the dead with pain in their none existing hearts ...

I don't want to say anything ... Will try to sleep like every night ... just nothing but sleepless, lonely long nights ...

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. (Gautama Buddha)