I'm sitting here looking at dreamandsmile.  When you are in love, there are more things to be greatful for than the alternate.  I think about her all the time--truly is wonderful to feel successful even with just a morsel of proof; when somebody is always proud of you.  At the end of the day, nobody else is there to say how significant I am than my hot dreamandsmile, my honeybunny. 

So then, the hardest part for me truly is when your mind sometimes surrounds your soundless head while being far way.  Are all my gunz in the house going to protect my family while I am away protecting everyone elses family--how good is all this training then?  So..............