if like me, you are probably reaching out for help, but ironically bitter towards words of encouragement from others. just plain mad in general. do at least one productive thing a day. (even if it's brushing your teeth) i am not joking when i say this because loss of love is MOST painful to say the least. 

hey azi, you're not good?  please take care and i'll see you in june.  keep in touch with me!