I am overwhelmed on feedback i received from QL users when i started to post on last week the same subject...Thank you guys for all the advise. Surely, it enlighten pain i have...

To continue my wordings, I was thinking to go out & have fun with my GF's to showed my hub that i am worthy & not deserve to be dumped or treat like a doormat...But, i realize things will possibly make it worse between us.

So what i do, i suprised him by getting a 2 tickets to watch movies together, bcoz of the rush & getting right timing based on his availibility, I pick movie which i didnt expect its not his type. Right on my face, what i got is 2 words. Timing is bad his fully occupied with some occasion. 2nd,  movie I pick is worst! Men, I dont get it reallY!!!