Admittedly I know very little about your relationship...but it SOUNDS to me like its very one sided....I know it may SEEM like you cannot be happy without this person, but in the end, you have to know you are getting everything you deserve out the relationship....otherwise it may be time to move on. Life is too short to be settling and unhappy.

I wish you the best of luck either way.

Stay safe. 

Perfection does not exist. The question therefore, is: what level of imperfection are we willing to settle for?