in front of you and you dont see it. We got through life meeting people, some of them bring us joy, some pain and some leave a light shining that we can remember them always.

It is not about looks, money or status in life.  It is about what you do with that life, and what is in your heart.  You sound sincere, but are you really?  Maybe you have left hurt in someone's life that you don't care about.  I remember a saying and I am sure you have heard it too: "WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND".  What we do to each other that is not good  always shows our upbringing and that maybe we don't care enough about ourselves to know what it means to hurt another person.

I am sorry that your old friend hurt you.  Maybe her journey through life is not doing so good, maybe you did a hurtful thing to her that she remembers.

I have seen your posts about religion and one of the first things I learned in my "religion" and spiritual journey is to own up to what we do that is not pleasing in God's eyes.  To believe in forgiveness.  And my brother I forgive you.