With such kind of toxic environment, it would only make your child's emotional upbringing to a very bad ending. Remember, your life is also precious, especially if you are considering yourself to be the mother of your child. Single parents can do much, don't worry just be sure you go back home to wherever you may be (at least you have the security of your family ties esp if you're filipina then the whole clan will assist you.) I know it will be hard to leave your husband considering you still love him and that paternal bond existing because of your child, but for the sake of your child, leave. Here, they don't have a familiy judicial system like the US wherein domestic abuse is such a no-no since it is actually permitted in their religion (accdg to my muslim friend). So far, they've been able to set up family courts and heard that females can also have custody of their children (just don't know if it's that binding now). Anyhow, i pray you'd be able to get out of this one. One action leads to a different consequence so be prepared to make a decision and stand up for it.