I think you should pray to God.

Which first requires the belief that

1. God exists

2.) that he created all of us

3.) that he is a single entity worthy of all our worship

4.) that we do not worship anything else besides the one true God

5.) That he loves you.. and you should return his love truly from our heart

So pray and ask God to guide you to the right path. Because he would not have created us to leave us destitute and without guidance!

And know that the world could not have happened by coincidence. And we have no right to claim ourselves as God.