Hey Sincere S are you desperate or something? Are you serious? If yes is your answer with the second question, Who will get serious to you if this is for you. And looking for the incentives, its so cheap to swallow. Ask why? A lady comes to you in change of that? Where is the delicacy of presenting oneself and under probation of six months? Bravo! In your dream and if there is one lady running after these proposals, i could say, she is a real cheap gal..... 

"There's nothing we can do to change the past, if it teaches  you a lesson profit from it then, forget it."