Buddy u dont need to think about it................it is very much within u..................just give some time to it and u will find peace a very good companion of ur for rest of life......................it is not something which is tangible rather it is an intangible asset which we never realise and capitalise......................so just chill have a good walk late evening and locate peace within ur heart and mind....................they both r too equally missing it very much.........................dont go for leisurely excuses pub, girls and all...............u can find it when u r all alone and just be to urself.................khallas.............no tensions just keep saying ALLZ WELL......................