always getting a strange mixture of emotions .. Happiness, Sadness, Loneliness, Joy ... It confuses me to the degree that I would not know what to feel anymore ... When you get so confused emotionally ... tears are the only breather for you to release it, right? That is why we normally feel better after crying ...

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Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. (Gautama Buddha)