the thing is, this company gave me the money as a special treatment. they were sure that I am able to develop the company and generate money which is a thing I couldnt do. after this only, they gave me two choices, either continue in the company and start generating money which I have been and still trying but seems like going in cercles, looooping and looopin; or I may leave but I have to pay them the whole amount of the loan so they can give me the release.