1. How much dowry are you willing to pay?
- you can get brides from Russia and SE Asia
2. if it is just to bring up the children why not hire a nanny?
3. Also marriage isn't a band-aid - have you considered counselling to reflect on past events and come to terms with your sorrow?
4. What can you give to marriage partner emotionally? - you are asking but not offering anything here.
This is a lot of emotional baggage to put on the shoulders of someone you haven't met. Maybe you need to give yourself time and the marriage isn't going to get off to a good start with all this emotional pressure on it.
1. How much dowry are you willing to pay?
- you can get brides from Russia and SE Asia
2. if it is just to bring up the children why not hire a nanny?
3. Also marriage isn't a band-aid - have you considered counselling to reflect on past events and come to terms with your sorrow?
4. What can you give to marriage partner emotionally? - you are asking but not offering anything here.
This is a lot of emotional baggage to put on the shoulders of someone you haven't met. Maybe you need to give yourself time and the marriage isn't going to get off to a good start with all this emotional pressure on it.