I feel so sorry that you've spent 30 years serving Arabs , I swear if you've chose to immigrate to the USA. you would have the absolute right to get all American document id,passport and what so ever , adding to that with Little bit of education you could even be elected ...

mistakes always happen, wrong path you been following , still my advice stand , Go home,i know it must be hard for you but deal with the reality , no way to get any thing ..

I have heard that for a person who spend 25 years can obtain passport though not like the American passport but i guess it can help you in away or another. so try to check the passport office .

Best Luck