I guess it is back to Grad School. Four-five more years of study and then again in search of a research / academia position. Anyways I ought to enjoy my borrowed/left time and just accept with dignity what ever the future holds for me.
Sometimes it is better to go with the tide than to go against the tide.

I can also report live from ToraBora in Afghanistan or maybe start my own blog or best of all go on bounty hunt, find Bin Laden and take the bounty. Sooo many options and so less time.