I can accept from you what I can't accept or take from the others :)

So no worries dear, the issue is in both cases I'm not in taking my medications and that is why I'm like that. All what I needed was some fresh air, purifying my soul and freeing my mind of some issues and problems and washing away some of the thoughts .. and I started really feeling a lot better now regardless of my sickness being an organic one ... but it work for me :)

Happy Birthday Again ... Are you going btw to blow off how many candles tonight? 40? :)