were always a bad remark for me. I got back home like 7 friends, 5 already are dead and there were this particular one that I used to see in my dreams [he is dead already] and every time I wake up I was like, who is next? Every time I saw this friend, it should be the sign for someone of the group to go too. I saw him twice when they were only 3 dead back then and now they are five. The only remaining two there ... just asking god to keep them alive and make this friend visits late as much as possible.