Most of you asked me to post something here and while I don’t have that much of romantic experience then I will recall my past and talk about what most of you already talked about... the first kiss which was in the age of 8. I got a bad habit [not sure] which was always falling in love with girls or women who are older than me. She was 9 back then.
I was always waiting at the beginning of the week and looking forward to the end of it which was back then Thursdays for us. Thursdays meant always fun to us; it was one Thursday at our house and the next one in our friend’s house. She was the only White Flower among her four brothers and I knew [don’t ask me how, was just a kid back then] that this girl should be different from all the girls that I already met or know so far.
One Thursday it was their turn to come over our place, I was sick back then and sleeping in bed. When they came she missed me and asked my mom about me, then came with others to my room. She asked me, what happened to you? You are not going to join us playing and having fun? I told her that you guys can go ahead and will try to catch you later. She tried to say something but could not and left the room with the others.
After 15 – 20 minutes she came back alone to the room looking at her feet, until she reached my bed and sat on it and I read the whole story in her face, what happened you don’t look good. Someone bothered you? One of my brothers did something wrong? Why you are not joining the rest? She showed me her arm and there was a bad blue hit there, she told me that they are not nice like you... Someone hit me here look. Her skin is too white and I were able to see her veins through her arm, she can walk on the grass without bending it and can ask the moon to sit down and take his place, but she was not meant to play those games or get hurt like that.
I pressed on that spot to make sure and asked her is that the one? The tears were in her eyes, she did not say anything because she will cry if she tried to do so … I told her it is nothing, I got a solution ... I will kiss your arm and the pain will go away … just like that... see and I kissed her arm and asked how does it feel now? Better? She was smiling and said … a lot better and without warning she kissed me on the mouth one long deep kiss that shocked me with different types of feelings and let me speechless. She asked, you will not tell anyone about that am I right? Yeah … I would never tell anyone … did not know that I would be sharing this story with you guys after 18 years.
I still got somehow the taste & the feelings of that kiss there and I was recalling it from time to time, but I stopped later. She is married now and got her own life, wishing her nothing but happiness in her life.
She gave me the first kiss in and … she was really the first love in my life … after those years I still find it difficult that … both of us are walking two separate ways... but... this is life.
Most of you asked me to post something here and while I don’t have that much of romantic experience then I will recall my past and talk about what most of you already talked about... the first kiss which was in the age of 8. I got a bad habit [not sure] which was always falling in love with girls or women who are older than me. She was 9 back then.
I was always waiting at the beginning of the week and looking forward to the end of it which was back then Thursdays for us. Thursdays meant always fun to us; it was one Thursday at our house and the next one in our friend’s house. She was the only White Flower among her four brothers and I knew [don’t ask me how, was just a kid back then] that this girl should be different from all the girls that I already met or know so far.
One Thursday it was their turn to come over our place, I was sick back then and sleeping in bed. When they came she missed me and asked my mom about me, then came with others to my room. She asked me, what happened to you? You are not going to join us playing and having fun? I told her that you guys can go ahead and will try to catch you later. She tried to say something but could not and left the room with the others.
After 15 – 20 minutes she came back alone to the room looking at her feet, until she reached my bed and sat on it and I read the whole story in her face, what happened you don’t look good. Someone bothered you? One of my brothers did something wrong? Why you are not joining the rest? She showed me her arm and there was a bad blue hit there, she told me that they are not nice like you... Someone hit me here look. Her skin is too white and I were able to see her veins through her arm, she can walk on the grass without bending it and can ask the moon to sit down and take his place, but she was not meant to play those games or get hurt like that.
I pressed on that spot to make sure and asked her is that the one? The tears were in her eyes, she did not say anything because she will cry if she tried to do so … I told her it is nothing, I got a solution ... I will kiss your arm and the pain will go away … just like that... see and I kissed her arm and asked how does it feel now? Better? She was smiling and said … a lot better and without warning she kissed me on the mouth one long deep kiss that shocked me with different types of feelings and let me speechless. She asked, you will not tell anyone about that am I right? Yeah … I would never tell anyone … did not know that I would be sharing this story with you guys after 18 years.
I still got somehow the taste & the feelings of that kiss there and I was recalling it from time to time, but I stopped later. She is married now and got her own life, wishing her nothing but happiness in her life.
She gave me the first kiss in and … she was really the first love in my life … after those years I still find it difficult that … both of us are walking two separate ways... but... this is life.
With All Of My Love