I am gratefull to Allah for all the blessings that I have, I didn't mean to complain, loneliness and sadness are things I got used to since I was very young (I remember the first time I thought about ending my life I was only 7 years old, my dad then told me that I will go to hell if I did that, and I didn't dare to do it ever since) I found ways to cope and I lead a very healthy and positive life (at least that is what everyone says about me)...any way I am sorry for hijacking your other wise happy thread...
to you all have a great weekend ....