No... seems like all i can do is set a plan for myself.. i can sit here and wait like ive done for the past two years.. waiting on a miracle to lift me out of this hell hole.. but that aint gna happen..
unfortunately yeh... im not here by choice.. i never wanted to come back after i graduated.. i wanted to travel the world and work abroad... i guess doha wud be a "pleasant" place to retire in.. so seeing that im only 23... its not the place for me..
but it seems that once u grow up ur life becomes a series of obligations... my family wud never let me leave.... and it wud break their hearts if i just took off... so unfortunately for me... i have a conscience... and i cant do that (damn me and my stupid conscience - grrrrrrr)
well gypsy gal.. i know i represent myself, all my friends and family... and trust me.. thats alot of ppl... some ppl have a veil pulled up on their faces they cant see straight... but like u said and as is my situation... when u hang out with foreigners its bearable.. but i cant do that forever... and it seems with me that all my ex-pat friends end up leaving sooner than i thought and i dont blame them...
so my plan is two fold:
a) ive made agreement with a couple of my guy friends to marry one of them and take off... then when we get to our destination we get divorced and to each their own... but that plan may have flaws as after a couple of years my family mite wonder where the kids or more importantly the husband is or why he's back in doha and im not... lol
so enter plan B
b) wait til im 30 and i can leave the country alone without needing my dad/bros to sign me out(dont get me started on that stupid law) then bounce - by then i wudve given doha more than a fair chance..
so it seems ive got another 7 years of suffering and endless ranting... and ive run of ways to distract myself...so bear with me...
PS. if any of u have a magic lamp or know where i can get a hold of one... plz let me know... i am in desperate need of a genie...
peace out
"He who reigns within himself and rules passions, desires, and fears is more than a king."
No... seems like all i can do is set a plan for myself.. i can sit here and wait like ive done for the past two years.. waiting on a miracle to lift me out of this hell hole.. but that aint gna happen..
unfortunately yeh... im not here by choice.. i never wanted to come back after i graduated.. i wanted to travel the world and work abroad... i guess doha wud be a "pleasant" place to retire in.. so seeing that im only 23... its not the place for me..
but it seems that once u grow up ur life becomes a series of obligations... my family wud never let me leave.... and it wud break their hearts if i just took off... so unfortunately for me... i have a conscience... and i cant do that (damn me and my stupid conscience - grrrrrrr)
well gypsy gal.. i know i represent myself, all my friends and family... and trust me.. thats alot of ppl... some ppl have a veil pulled up on their faces they cant see straight... but like u said and as is my situation... when u hang out with foreigners its bearable.. but i cant do that forever... and it seems with me that all my ex-pat friends end up leaving sooner than i thought and i dont blame them...
so my plan is two fold:
a) ive made agreement with a couple of my guy friends to marry one of them and take off... then when we get to our destination we get divorced and to each their own... but that plan may have flaws as after a couple of years my family mite wonder where the kids or more importantly the husband is or why he's back in doha and im not... lol
so enter plan B
b) wait til im 30 and i can leave the country alone without needing my dad/bros to sign me out(dont get me started on that stupid law) then bounce - by then i wudve given doha more than a fair chance..
so it seems ive got another 7 years of suffering and endless ranting... and ive run of ways to distract myself...so bear with me...
PS. if any of u have a magic lamp or know where i can get a hold of one... plz let me know... i am in desperate need of a genie...
peace out
"He who reigns within himself and rules passions, desires, and fears is more than a king."