I am sorry to hear what you are going through. The only true support you will ever recieve is fom a support network you build of friends and family. And yes sometimes this means that you must open up and share with complete strangers. There is little help to be had in Qatar for an abused woman as it is still a very 3rd world mentality of inferior women. You must rmember throughout these trials that life does go on and will be better. Try and find a social group you enjoy being around and get yourself out of his reach as much as possible. You will be amazed at how much help you can find through a friendship and a kind ear to listen to you. Best of luck and keep your spirits high no matter what!