PAIN

The pain of letting go sets in...
Crushing the heart of me and making me tear...
O, Lord, give me more strength to walk and look away
Take out this pain, if You may

How I long to reciprocate his glances with a smile
How I long to tell him it is okay
But for the sake of sanity
Please, God, help me hold back!

I know in time I will no longer feel anything
And today is indeed the day of reckoning
Please, Lord, see me through the pain
Help me help myself begin...

Begin ignoring him by no longer looking his way when I feel his stares
Begin focusing on other things...
Begin standing up again...

Pain...
That's what I feel.
O God, deliver me...
deliver me fast...