Where To Find Private Religion Teacher?

Dear Readers,

                       I met two of our QL members this morning on helping me with learning a new religion and they showed me a community that will give me regular classes.It is place where my people come and meet.I really don’t want people around me to know that I am learning a new religion to convert later on as I will be totally isolated by my friends and family.I am really feeling sorry for not following an religion until now,Not feeling the super natural power on earth.I am confused which religion which be best to practice in most perfect way,As said before I don’t care whether it is  Islam or Christianity,I just need to learn a religion from my heart and practice that in the best way I can.

                        But will any women come forward to marry me after knowing that I am a new convert to her religion?Will I be able to meet and marry a foreigner lady (Any nationality) after accepting a new religion.I want to have a religious wife who will also teach me about the religion and practicing becomes more comfortable.I am just dreaming of marrying an foreign lady because we all know that kids born out of two different nationals are really smart and nice looking.

                        Anyway I am in need of complete private religious tutor whom I am visit every day after my 8 hours job,Spend much time learning the faith before accepting it from my heart.Do anyone among you know any social workers or community service people who is willing to help people like me without a religion?Please do provide me with the required details through a private mail.