Dear, advise & request to read Al-Quran in English or in your mother tongue language to understand the Islam. I am sure you will regret, why you didn't read it long before. You should read it in full, take your own time and try to understand what exactly it says.. and just reading 1 or 2 phrase from middle will mislead you. Brother do it as soon as possible or atleast before you die for not to regret afterwards.