Why are u leaving ure daughter alone and why that man left u. ofcourse been a mom is something no one can feel or knows how sweet is it except moms... anyway hope that she brings to u happiness and am sure she will forgive u for not been with her .. am just afraid she wont recognize u becoz of distance and she will be more attached to the person who takes care of her n live with her .. this is life just be strong and remember that u left something sweet behind waiting for his mom to come n give him tenderess and love . best of luck my dear.