You're a typical jealous filipina and you should get a life of your own instead of thinking stupidities. If you and your husband have kids worry about them first instead of trying to live in your husbands pants. Worry about your kids education first. Has he cheated on you while he visits you in the philipines? If he has, then you know very well he will do it again where ever he goes, but why do you worry about it? You two should discuss infidelities, if any, and move on with your lives. Most of all keep yourself and your mind occupied on real things as I'm sure he is working his arse off here in Qatar.