"that is why I read up on it from people ( in my case the anti vaccination people) that know what they are talking about!!!"
and here lies your problem. You're looking at second hand information, choosing to listen to an apparent authority figure with impressive sounding qualifications that may or may not be genuine (and also supports your personal bias), instead of learning how to spot a dodgey trial, understand how vaccination is supposed to work or even the fundamental basics of the scientific method.

The scientific method leaves no room for authority figures or personal bias to creep in, it leaves only fact. Cheats are soon exposed thanks to science's continuous self critcism. It has a built in self correcting mechanism.

What you're trying to do is take a shortcut so you can skip the years of education part. Instead you are(self admittedly) not competent and choose to spread information that has a real concequence on other people's lifespan.