It is obvious that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. it is also my resolution to go back to SA and contribute to make it a better place, running away and looking for a place where to rot peacefully (away from crime, sigh!) is not in my plans, the only reason I am here is to get some experience and money, this experience in Qatar is abosolutely invaluable, it made me realize how much is out of there, back in SA.
It is hard from my point of view to find any intrinsic beauty here.

To realize that our knowledge is ignorance,this is a noble insight.To regard our ignorance as knowledge, this is mental sickness.Only when we are sick of our sickness,shall we cease to be sick,The Sage is not sick,being sick of sickness;this is the secret