like a ballet dance, you get to know what everyones going to do! I can handel it out here rather nicely now and dont worry about it at all!

however i know exactly how you feel and well done for admitting it! I didnt drive for months and months out here i was far too scared and the few times i did drive i nearly ended up in tears! it took my husband going away for a week leaving me with no choice but to drive and then i did it!! Now im fine with it i drive to and from work everdays and toodle around quite merrily! And yes i have picked up too many bad habits from being out here thou! good luck to you keep working on it and then suddenly one day you will be like " i dont care if you hit me" and you really wont!