and I know the heartbreak of what you are going through now... i just made the decision not to bring my GSD with me... He was a fully trained four-year old male, full of fun...

I was fully prepared to bring him, but the I though about it and weighed up the pros and cons. What made it easier for me though was at that time, friends of mine in S A desperately wanted him, so I felt that was fate enough to have made up my mind without hesitation.

I miss him so much and cannot believe I have given my child up, but when i thought about it and realised that he won't have the life here that he was used to back home... i couldn't do that to him.

Its always what best for them I am afraid... we think we are making it easier on them to make the decision to bring them, but in fact its just our heartbreak we are thinking about. Anex, is happily living with my friends and has adjusted so well.

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