TheSe R The ThoUghts

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These Are The Thoughts That Go Through My Head
In My Backyard On A Sunday Afternoon
When I Have The House To Myself And I Am Not
Expending All That Energy On Fighting
With My
Boy
Friend
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Is He The One That I Will Marry
And Why Is It So Hard To Be Objective About
Myself Why Do I Feel Cellularly Alone
Am I Supposed To Live In This Crazy City
Can Blindly Continued Fear Induced
Regurtitated Life Denying Tradition
Be Overcome
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Where Does The Money
Go That I Send
To Those In Need If We
Have So Much Why Do Some people Have
Nothing Still Why Do
I Feel Frantic When I
first Wake Up In The Morning
Why Do You Say You Are Spiritual
Yet You Treat People Like Shit
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How Can You Say You're
Close To God And Yet You Talk Behind
My Back As Though I'm Not
A Part Of You Why Do
I Say I'm Fine When It's
Obvious I am Not
Why's It So Hard To Tell You What I Want
Why Can't You Just Read My Mind
Why Do I Fear That The Quieter I Am
The Less You Will Listen
Why Do I Care Whether You Like Me Or Not
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Why's It So Hard
For Me To Be Angry
Why Is It Such Work To Stay
Conscious And So Easy To Get Stuck
And Not The Other Way Around
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Will I Ever Move Back To Canada Can
I Be With A Lover With Whom I Am A Student
And A Master Oh Why Am I
Encouraged To Shut My
Mouth When It Gets Too Close
To Home Why Can not I
Live In The Moment
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6-UuJknN1Q
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