I wish your life become better, here is some information which I know:
1. If you become Muslim then the courts here will divorce you from your ex husband who is not Muslim, however you have to check the legal issues with your embassy with good justification.
2. If you become Muslim then all your ex sins or mistakes will be deleted and you will become a new woman with no sins when you convert to Islam, however, you must not make sins because if you make sins then it will be recorded.
Good Luck
I wish your life become better, here is some information which I know:
1. If you become Muslim then the courts here will divorce you from your ex husband who is not Muslim, however you have to check the legal issues with your embassy with good justification.
2. If you become Muslim then all your ex sins or mistakes will be deleted and you will become a new woman with no sins when you convert to Islam, however, you must not make sins because if you make sins then it will be recorded.
Good Luck