Rizks - not a question of whether I love her or not but even love is not blind to the sheer awfulness of it all, it is joke with my friends about how bad it is when i get home, they all want to know the latest horror. When I know it is going to be particularly bad, i beg my husband to go out for a meal so I can at least eat something that has an onion in it or has seen a whiff of garlic and some seasoning.