When an old car breaks down, sometimes it isn’t possible to fix it. And the same is true of family bonds. When the bonds between family members break down, sometimes they cannot be fixed either. If you are lucky you can reconcile with your mom and fiancé, but keep in mind the possibility that maybe you cannot. Frankly you mom might think she knows what is best for you, but given the hell she is putting you through, I’m more inclined to say that the less you have to do with her, the better. Any mother who claims to love her children cannot possibly do to their daughter what she is doing to you.
On the subject of your mental wellbeing, it might all resolve itself and go away, but that is highly unlikely. You need to seek professional treatment and most likely medication. Do not self-medicate, as some anti-depressants have been linked to increased levels of suicidality in extreme cases. You need to seek a professional who can diagnose you the appropriate treatment for your own circumstances, and who can monitor your progress.
All good mental health professionals treat patients in the strictest of confidence, so you need to trust that whatever you say to your consulting healthcare professional will not be passed on to your parents or fiancé. Unburdening yourself to someone who can listen and judge objectively will be the first steps towards your recovery.
When an old car breaks down, sometimes it isn’t possible to fix it. And the same is true of family bonds. When the bonds between family members break down, sometimes they cannot be fixed either. If you are lucky you can reconcile with your mom and fiancé, but keep in mind the possibility that maybe you cannot. Frankly you mom might think she knows what is best for you, but given the hell she is putting you through, I’m more inclined to say that the less you have to do with her, the better. Any mother who claims to love her children cannot possibly do to their daughter what she is doing to you.
On the subject of your mental wellbeing, it might all resolve itself and go away, but that is highly unlikely. You need to seek professional treatment and most likely medication. Do not self-medicate, as some anti-depressants have been linked to increased levels of suicidality in extreme cases. You need to seek a professional who can diagnose you the appropriate treatment for your own circumstances, and who can monitor your progress.
All good mental health professionals treat patients in the strictest of confidence, so you need to trust that whatever you say to your consulting healthcare professional will not be passed on to your parents or fiancé. Unburdening yourself to someone who can listen and judge objectively will be the first steps towards your recovery.