Superwoman...
I can relate to you on so many levels, but thank god for my Canadian nationality.
A lot of these replies are immature, and yet here you were opening up about some rather personal stuff.
All i'm saying is that you can still have fun because honestly, the clubs here suck, and even if you feel "freedom" is being able to choose to go or not to a club, the truth is, the damage can be far worse by going! Qatari men go there, so imagine one of them recognizes you? Actually that's what started the law in the first place. But, if you fancy a drink, you can always do it privately, at friends' houses, or house parties, after parties, and you'd feel better meeting new people there than in a place where people might say "oh my god, you're the first Qatari girl I meet who goes out".. <--- that's the most annoying comment in the world!!! lol.
Anyways good luck, and if you can get outta here, you should,, because it seems we're going backwards... not forwards.
Take care hun.