You are right arymiceana.....
I did everything what you were telling me..but this time its different..Iv been alone for a year..and i faced a lot of problem i cannot take it anymore..I need to breath it out,tell somebody...but someone that i can trust, someone that can understand me..
In this country its not easy to have friends..specially a real one.And its hard to find a true friend by anyway.
This place is just for work. I know what u were trying to tell me..and i understand it.anyway thank you so much for your advise..