You choose money over kids, so now whats the issue? Excuses can be many, to have their future secured, to give them luxurious life, etc etc.......but whats a child's life without his mother?

If one really loves their kids, they would not leave them alone for earning more money and remember humans never have it enough, the more they have, the more they want, the less they have the more they wish!

Be content with what u have and make the best of it, kids deserve companionship of mother much more than a "secure" future which Parent are wishing for, the future may not even come...