stop showing him your weak, who cares whether he cheated on you or walked away from you on the altar or beacuse your a secretary (didn't even know that was an excuse nowadays But good one lol) sure its going to hurt, but plz don't let him be the main focus of your life and ur existence..specially if he doesn't reciprocate the love you got for him, then gladly throw him and his belongings out on the street..

life is too beautiful 2 cry on 1 individual. go out and enjoy yourself before it's too late!!